Samantha Lee Cosgrove

[Samantha]

Name:
Samantha Lee Cosgrove
Nicknames:
Sam, Sammy
Age:
Sixteen
Gender:
Female
Height:
5'6
Weight:
117
Hair Color:
Brown
Eye Color:
Brown, when she does use her gift, her chocolate brown eyes change into a deep green in which the pupil and iris mix together like flames and a thin solid black ring appears around the rim of the iris.
Skin Color:
Light Tan
Normal Clothing:
Usually long sleeves to cover the cuts on her arms, with skinny jeans and converse. She does not like anything tight fitting so she likes to wear stuff that is a bit big or loose like a hoodie that is a little too big for her form.
Description of Gift:
A Shamer is someone that can hold you in their gaze, when making eye contact the person is then trapped and can't move as Sam can go through all your memories, searching out terrible ones in which you try to forget but she can bring them up and make you feel ashamed or guilty about it. Though it may not seem that bad, when she actually uses it on someone she can actually make them go insane and in some cases even make them committ suicide just from the overwhelming feeling of guilt and fear. The bad thing is that, whenever she does look into someone's eyes and looks at their memories, hers are also shone to that person. In some cases she can even use her voice to control certain people, almost as if hypnotizing them.
Owned, Free, Rebellion?:
Free (for now)
Personality:
Sam will let people get close to her, but only as close as she wants them. Sometimes called past-oriented because she will focus on the past and be more resistant to change. She manages to discreetly stay apart from the crowd, even though she has a well-earned reputation for being a socialist. Trying to get your point across to her, if she doesn't want to hear you, is pretty much like talking to a tree. Her feelings, fears, and desires often run far deeper than anyone around her would guess. Sammy hates change because it seems to pull her out of her auto pilot condition of separating herself from the world around her. Some positive things about Sam is that she is patient, reliable, warm-hearted, loving, persistent, determined, placid, and security loving. Some negatives are that she can become jealous, possessive, resentful, inflexible, self-indulgent, and greedy. She hates quarreling but if provoked, she can explode into violent outbursts of ferocious anger in which she seems to lose all self control. When that does happen though, she is quick to try and make up.
History:
It all started in fifth grade, before that, she was usually always so happy and cheerful in Milwaukee, Wisconsin. Making people laugh or smile, Sam seemed to make those around her happy. Well, this started to change once she got to fifth grade in the state of Wisconsin, city Milwaukee, second born after her eldest sister and two younger brothers. She started seeing the true colors of people, they weren't the friends she thought they were. Pushing her out of their little cliques that the girls had formed, having to be by herself at recess. Middle school was no different, she was just like an outsider. No really lingering too long in a group of people, she would say a few funny things then leave like always. It was best like that, then she wouldn't have to get attached in which the end would end in tears. She never had any best friends, just people that she talked to and that's it. She had small relationships with some guys and girls, pretty much it. It was in eighth grade that she cut herself, she seemed to be living a second life that no one knew about. Her parents were never around, she always was hanging around with her two cousins Riley and Jake. But the people around her were little comfort. The only way she could find comfort and pleasure was through pain that she inflicted upon herself. Why did she do this? It is uncertain, perhaps it had to do with guys that kept messing around with her or maybe it was because she thought that she was seeing ghosts.

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OOC Name: Dory
How Did You Find Us? Midnight Chaos